The Cost of Indecision

So far "indecision" has cost me $950. That's the price i've paid to pay seat deposits at two schools. Today I will be sending out my deposit to Loyola... and I'm still undecided. The problem is I can't pass up $21k. I have dreams of going to Loyola and spending summers in DC. Living with the parents and saving all the money... that would be nice. But i'd actually probably live with the sister... or one of them. But anyway... That's what i'm dealing with... This sucks